Friday, September 24, 2010

I CAN!

I know I so should be taking this time to job hunt but I don't want to, I have done so all week and now just need time with the internet to catch up on blogging, emails, facebook and even myspace. Yes, I still venture over to http://www.myspace.com/ and log in from time to time. Not as often as I grace facebook with my presences but I do make an effort to stop into myspace. giggle giggle. I know I'm old-school what can I say! 

They say out with the old in with the new. If you want something you have never had, do something you have never done before. Well...I have to say I have come to a season in my life that I am done living for others. I live for God and self. Now I don't mean self as in selfish gain. I am talking about as I hear God and do what he says I'm putting me and my daughter before others. While that may sound selfish, it isn't meant to be. It simply means that I can't live any longer to make others happy while putting me and my daughter in a place of misery.

For me sometimes it takes a drastic change to make me realize one is needed. What works for some won't work for me, and what works for me may not work for others. God meets us all at our level. He speaks to us in ways we understand, so we can obey!

I have to say this new look I have is amazing. I have never felt more sexier and happier! I may keep it going for a while!

Wow, Its been a long time since I have heard folks pray over their food in public. I am sitting again in Mcdonalds and at the table next to me two men sat and before they ate they bowed their heads and began to pray out loud over their food, as I listened in on their prayer I realized they prayed for more than just their food. It was cool. Praying out loud for your food has become a lost art...and its sad...so to hear it take place in the public place is awesome....on a side note the is a girl eating lunch with her man not far from my sight that is rocking some majorly viberant pink hair...Its awesome, I'd take a picture and use it here if I didnt think she'd find it strange that a random stranger is taking a picture of her. She definetly isn't ashamed of what she looks like. And she can pull off the hair color too!

If you sit somewhere long enough you begin to become aware of your surroundings and see things that may often be missed if you don't take time to look around. It amazes me how fast paced society has become. I have to say sitting here for like now 2 and 1/2 hours has been refreshing and enlightening! Sipp'en on the same pop, no its not watered down ( no ice was added) and just taking in my surroundings has been very eye opening. Wow, this worker is interesting...she is washing a table, and complaining cuz someone didnt throw away an unused napkin. She is very upset about this issue. She is talking to herself about it. She is clearly upset....How sad...

Okay before I begin to ramble..oh wait that is the name of this blog....lol I will end it.

So til next time, Remember,  Ordinary people believe only in the possible. Extraordinary people visualize not what is possible or probable, but rather what is impossible. And by visualizing the impossible, they begin to see it as possible.