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I hear your voice, I see you moving, yet I want more, I feel your gentle touch, I smell your presence, yet I want more, I have tasted and know you are good! Lord, I am so greatful that you call me your daughter, I know there are times where I mess up or even fall short of your expectations but I know that you are forgiving and that you are my father and my friend. I have experienced many sides of you and yet I want more. I know that may be a selfish request, but I know I am not satisfied, take me to the next level I will follow. See into me, so I can see into you. I want to be closer to you than I have ever been, I want to move with you, I want to be one in you. Grant me the desires of my heart oh God. From this request to the many petitions I have laid at your feet when I come to you with a heart full of heaviness.
Thank you my Heavenly Father, My closest Friend. What a wonderful day you have planned for me this day! You are so amazing, I am greatful for who you are and what you do in my life. You spoil me day to day and you kiss me every time I walk out that door as the sun shines down on my cheek! I have grown so much in these last years, and despite what I have faced I have come out stronger! Lord you are so wonderful. I love you so much. Thank you for allowing me to come into "sonship" with you....I know where I'd be without you and I don't ever want to go back there. Thank you for allowing Mercy and Grace to be my friends. Thank you for the blood that covers me and washes me clean. Thank you for your love, joy and kindness. Thank You for being all that I need. Thank you for being my redeemer, friend, savior, healer, lover and so much more...My provider, My comfort, My strong tower, My shield, My victory, my manna, the lifter of my head when I am down.

Thank you for your Glory, for being my judge, my advocate, my defense, my morning star, My Jesus, my river. There are so many things that you have been to me, thank you....I have a heart of gradittude and want you to know. You are a forever and lasting God!

My heart is full

but I pull on you more

as I walk through the door

you talk to me telling me of your ways

so let it be known that all of my days

I will serve you oh God

I never want to part from you!

It's in your presence where I can come

It's at your feet that I bring my sacrifice

It's in your arms I know I am sheltered

It's in your voice I know I am being corrected

It's in your word that I am guided

It's in your hand I am being rewarded

It's in YOU!

When I walk in your ways,

I find unmeritted favor,

All sin is erased,

Glory crowns my head,

I see more sides of you,

Mercy and Grace walk before me,

I am covered in you,

Your Ways oh God are what I strive to walk in.

The Dreamer Dreams Again

I'm sitting here listening to my profile song play list and the song Moving Forward is on and it really comforts my spirit to know that God will make all things new for me If I follow Him forward....Here are the lyrics so you get a better idea as to why this blog comforts me…

Moving Forward
By: Free Chapel

I'm not going back

I'm moving ahead

I'm here to declare

In You, old things are made new

Surrender my life to Christ

I'm moving moving forward

What a moment

You have brought me to

Such a freedom

I have found in You, what a healer

You make all things new

Yeah, yeah, yeah

You have risen

With all power in Your Hands

You have given me

A second chance, Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah

You make all things new

You make all things new

I will follow You forward


Which is confirmation that I am indeed taking the steps to do just that....I had a great blog all typed out this morning before work and when I went to hit preview it disappeared....so I am back at square one with blogging for the day....I have so much on my mind that I can't even begin to find a place to reveal it to you my readers so I won't try....but what I will reveal is that I am more confident than ever that this move that will soon be taking place in my life is God. I drove to work today and began looking around as I drove and realized that it is time for me to leave and plant my family (me and Ami) in a place where we will grow, develop and be used by God. I can't allow myself to be held back any longer....and if I stay here I will be.....I recently am reminded of a prophecy that was released over me that I was indeed moving forward and that the enemy is trying to convince me that I am taking steps backwards but those are lies...I am indeed moving forward...so I have to believe that this desire to move and relocate my family is indeed the next step in moving forward into what God has for me.....I made some phone calls today to start the process for looking into housing for me and Amariah...I will have the information and applications with-in the upcoming week in my hands. I also have started looking online for childcare and schooling options for the two of us. In some ways this is scary and fear could cause me to become paralyzed but I refuse to allow fear to grip me when I have so much confidence and trust in God!

It was prophesied over me last year that 2009 would be my year and so far I haven't made any great strides. Sure there have been some acceleration forward but nothing dramatic like I know God has for me...I also know that its the 9th month in the year and that means only 3 more and the year will be over, so I have to activate this prophecy and allow myself to be positioned so that the prophecy can and will be fulfilled!

I was sitting here early this morning blogging and my mind began to recount the time when I worked for Foot Locker and I had a manager who was considering making a drastic move from Michigan to California and I remember him being in the stock room one day with a map looking at the distance between Michigan and California and I recall a short yet powerful conversation we had that day as I came in the stock room to get a pair of shoes for a customer.....I recall making the comment "Ya know, no matter how far you go you can't run from God. He loves you and He will won't let you run." My boss looked at me as if he'd seen a ghost and replied "what makes you think I am running?" I simply replied "You can fool me if you want, but God knows all and you can't fool Him." and I turned around and left to attend to the customer. As I was reminded of this I began to think of a friend of mine who recently moved and can't help but wonder if both this friend and my boss might have been attempting the same thing...Running from God instead of towards Him. So you can see why I am so willing to seek God fully on this move; what may appear to be a God thing could be nothing but a good thing when the God thing is just a few more steps to be walked out where I am right now....
My baby just came home....I haven't seen her in a few days...she decided at age 4 to go have a sleep over with granny and granny nanny and not come home until today. lol she just walked in the door and did she have many stories to tell me....lol I missed her these last few days. She's trying to snuggle me while I am typing this blog...so perhaps I should get off here and return when I can blog with fewer distractions…
Okay so I am back and decided to share something that I wrote a while back with you my lovely readers.

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It’s in the valley I know you have my back,

It’s on the mountain top where you reveal yourself to me,

It’s in the midnight hour I hear you calling,

It’s in the day when I see you moving,

It’s everyday when I long to be,

In your embrace....

oh....oh....oh......

Your so amazing to me,

How you never change....

Even as the seasons come and go,

You remain oh you remain the same......

That’s why I call you my amazing love,

oh...oh.....oh.....my amazing love,

how you sweep me off my feet,

dry my tears that drip down my cheek,

bring a smile to my heart in the darkest hour,

Forever I’m amazed at your grace.....

oh...oh....oh....

Amazing Grace, oh how sweet the sound,

when I think of how you saved me,

I was a wretch,

oh a mess,

without you,

but then you came and cleansed me....

turned my life around......with your amazing grace.

and that is why I’ll sing of my love for you,

oh...oh....oh...oh.......

Cuz your a God who is always near,

always loving,

never willing to give up,

So let it be known,

You are faithful til the end.....

Jehovah you are The great I am....

and that is why I sing....my song!

Cuz when I stumble and fall,

you make it to where I can fly,

broken I come,

Healed I leave,

when with you.....

oh...oh...oh....

When others have left me in the dark,

You bring the light to lead the way,

I’m so in love with you,

that is why I sing,

though its not a song you require,

I bring you so much more....

but I start with my song....

Cuz your so amazing my love!

I love writing love songs to God! He is the one person I can count on that will never fail me!
I started this blog hours ago and am just now finishing it.....
*CHOW*

----the picture used is of my mom's tattoo. I felt it portrays exactly what my blog is speaking in art form!----