Ever desired to walk completely whole? Tired of the Broken heart you carry? Ever wonder why you "walk around the same bush" having to repeat events, situations, issues, time and time again? Maybe its because you need to be set free from something...
I know for me these questions were a lifestyle of chaos, and drama, and so much more for me.. I was tired of walking in circles with the same issues...Seemed like the same cycle over and over...Here's the 411 on what specifics I am talking about with me...When I was young I was raped several times by a male relative...When I was old enough to speak up it stopped but not after it almost split the family apart. So to stop from having family members be forced to take sides legally, I dropped the issue and put it into God's hands.....Every thing went back to normal....The rape stopped, the family was intact, and so on.... I even to this day see the individual who violated me.. I even went to his wedding when he got married. I learned through Grace, and Mercy to turn the cheek and forgive..... however at the time I didn't realize that there was more that I needed to release to God in this issue.... So because I didnt know the healing never took place....In a nut shell I led a very un-holy life style.. now I wasn't a prostitute, but I did take on the mindset of one....I didn't see value in myself if I wasn't having sex. I didn't think others seen the value in me if I wasn't having sex wit h them..And even though God has forgiven me of these things.. I still paid the consiquences for my actions. I am 25 and have a 19 month old little girl out of wed lock. I thank God daily for my little girl.. She has been a true gift from God himself to me...God has allowed her to teach me so many things about myself, Him and much more...Over the weekend I went to our women's confrence at church. At the altar/prayer time I went up front to get alone with God....and something amazing happened....I was set free from the mindset of prostitution....and more.. And all the soul ties that I created along the way that were not healthy for me were broken... I no longer have to think that value comes only in sex... So much more took place but words don't begin to link up in my mind to describe the rest...all I know is that I AM FREE FREE FREE... FREE TO BE ME.. FREE TO DREAM.. FREE TO LOVE, AND FREE TO BE LOVED...I AM FREE.....
It's amazing how fast change can occur when we are willing to totally submit the issue right to the core of it.... to God and let him heal us... Fear sets in all to often when God wants to heal us.. becuase it makes us have to face that issue one more time eye to eye.. BUT GOD DOESN'T make us face it to bring pain...BUT TO HEAL US.. EVEN IN today's society.. when plastic surgery is done there is pain at first but then in time the final result we wanted is set in place... such as a nose job.. or a breast job...Even when we skin our knee the pain is but for a second then the healing process begins...
SO IF THERE IS AN ISSUE IN YOUR LIFE THAT NEEDS THE HEALING TOUCH FROM GOD..... LET HIM IN.. ALL THE WAY... FACE THAT ISSUE ONE LAST TIME SO THAT THE INNER HEALING CAN OCCUR AND YOU TOO CAN BE FREE..... there is true joy in being free.....
